Friday, April 29, 2016

God hates you


I have a relative that once told me ‘God just wants to love us.’ I believe that I said nothing when this relative shared that bit of insight with me. I knew better than to say anything. Because I understood a very different God and He isn’t the all loving God that sits patiently by, overlooking all the sinful things that people do, just waiting to throw His arms wide and thank that sin filled person for coming back to Him the moment that person gets a mind to decide to.

There is a whole other side to God…one that is all too often overlooked by the majority of professing ‘Christians’ today. That is the wrath of God.

For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their unrighteousness suppress the truth.  Romans 1:18

Where is the loving God in that verse? And how can the ‘Christians’ that believe God is only love fail to see the many, many verses that speak of His wrath?

It would even be fairly safe to say that the Gospel is incomplete without the wrath of God. And I know that that single statement very much goes against the commonly held belief that God is love but…if God is love, and only love, why, then, would Christ have needed to die on the cross to pay the payment for sin? If God were only love there would have been no need for any payment.

And so…the Gospel is the story of Christ and we could say that that story starts with the wrath of God. Christ was sent to the world for one purpose only…to save the elect. He came to save those that were chosen out of all time to belong to the Lord. He came to save His people.

And what did they need to be saved from?

Sin.

For the wages of sin is death… Romans 6:23

There it is straight from the Scriptures. The cost of sin is death. Why? Why would death be the outcome…the price we pay…for sin? If God were only love…wouldn’t He simply brush our sins aside and gently tell us not to sin again? Why would we need to pay for our sins with our very lives…and I say we in the sense of all mankind?

If God only wanted to love us…if He was only love…would there ever need to be any payment for sin? He would be an all loving God, and all forgiving God. He would…in no way need or require any sort of payment for our sins.

But…

There is another side to God. He is a holy God. A jealous God. A vengeful God. He is a God of wrath.

This God that supposedly only wants to love everyone…is the same God that destroyed all but eight people in the entire world because of their evil, wicked…sinful…ways. This is the God that destroyed entire cities. He is a God that took children. He is a God that demanded payment be made for the evil deeds of the people He claimed as His own.

And so…we might say that the Gospel began with the wrath of God. It was because of His wrath and the payment He demanded that Christ needed to die to cover those evil sins.

Growing up in ‘church’ I don’t think I ever heard about God’s wrath. I was taught that ‘Jesus loves you.’ That may, in fact, be the single underlying lesson to everything I ever learned in ‘church’. God’s wrath, like hell, seems to be a topic that most ‘churches’ avoid. It is a topic that makes people uncomfortable. It is a topic that makes people have to face their sins. It is a bitter pill to swallow and most preachers and teachers avoid administering the dose.

Those same preachers and teachers will tell a person how much God or Jesus loves them but they won’t tell them that He hates them.

Not all that long ago my husband teasingly told me that I could sit at the side of the road and hold up a sign telling everyone that passed by that Jesus loves them. I don’t remember what prompted my husband to say that but I do remember telling my husband that if I did that I would be lying to the people that read that sign and that I should instead hold up a sign that says God hates you.

And there is the difference in the messages being taught by the professing ‘Christian’ world and the message that should be taught. If preachers based all their messages off of ‘God hates you’ instead of ‘Jesus loves you’, what might they teach as they stand before their audiences?

But they don’t base their messages off of ‘God hates you’, instead they base them off ‘God loves you’ or ‘Jesus loves you’ and so they teach and talk of love and happiness. They might give a sermon on forgiveness, using the oft cited Jesus forgave you message. But where in there do they teach that God hates sin and He hates the sinner?

The LORD tests the righteous, but his soul hates the wicked and the one who loves violence. Psalm 11:5ESV

For you are not a God who delights in wickedness; evil may not dwell with you. The boastful shall not stand before your eyes; you hate all evildoers. Psalm 5:4-5 ESV

Just in case anyone wants to dispute those verses…anyone that sins (breaks God’s commandments) is wicked, they are evildoers. It would seem that all ‘Christians’ should know that but one would think that they should also know about the wrath of God too. But just as our modern day preachers and teachers shy away from teaching the wrath of God, if they even know about it, they also shy away from teaching their congregation that they are wicked evildoers.

I don’t suppose it would go over well if a preacher got up before his congregation, a group of people that have joined to hear how much their god loves them, and told them that they are wicked evildoers. I would guess that the majority of those in the congregation believe themselves to be good people. I have heard, more than once, the justification of someone being a good person based off the fact that they have never been to prison. Wrong justification. I’ve heard them say they are a good person because they’ve never harmed another person. Again…wrong justification. They’ve said they are a good person because they are kind to children and animals. Once again…wrong justification.

Most people would say they are a good person, no matter what they have or have not done in their life. People rarely see their own wickedness and even less rarely see the evil of their souls based off Scripture. I have met ‘Christians’ that do not believe in sin. I have met others that do not believe that people are inherently evil. And still more that do not know that Scripture says that all people are evil.

This is very much a by-product of our modern day ‘Christianity’, our have it your way ‘Christianity’. These professing ‘Christians’ are fed a weekly diet of watered down Scripture that has been changed and twisted to not offend anyone. It has resulted in a loss of the fear of God, loss of a hatred for sin, an acceptance of sin and sinners as they are without the need to show them their sins, and building after building filled with people that believe they are saved despite the fact that they live no differently than the unsaved world.

My husband has recently begun to refer to the professing ‘Christians’ as ‘the many’.

Enter through the narrow gate; for the gate is wide and the way is broad that leads to destruction, and there are many who enter through it. "For the gate is small and the way is narrow that leads to life, and there are few who find it.  Matthew 7:13-14

There are many that find the broad way. It’s easy to claim to be a ‘Christian’ but how many of those professing ‘Christians’ show any signs of true conversion? How many pass the test of 1 John? How many find the narrow gate?

My husband and I have discussed ‘the many’ numerous times. There is a popular television show that glorifies evil, people flock to it week after week. Professing ‘Christians’ watch it. I find myself often wondering how anyone that watches such can even begin to think that they are a ‘Christian’. And yet scores of professing ‘Christians’ watch this show every week. They profess to be a ‘Christian’ while using foul language, taking the Lord’s name in vain, and watching movies and shows that openly promote the things that God hates. How is that living differently than the world? How are they any different than those they would label as the unsaved?

And yet few, if any, preachers touch on this. They just go right on teaching the many that they are saved and that God loves them. That very thought process, and teaching, has led ‘the many’ into believing that their sins either aren’t sin at all or that their sins aren’t that bad. It’s led them to believe that God will simply overlook their sins and will forgive them, even if they don’t repent of those sins. God is often given the personality of a doting grandpa, patting a misbehaving child on the head and telling them it’s okay, or sitting idly by while the child misbehaves, waiting for them to come running back to collect the hundred dollars ‘grandpa’ is holding out before they run off to misbehave again.

Wrong!

That is the God of love. That is the God that loves everyone regardless of their sin. That is not the God of Scripture.

Sin separates us from God.

…but your iniquities have made a separation between you and your God, and your sins have hidden his face from you so that he does not hear. Isaiah 59:2 ESV

  Sin was the reason Christ was crucified. God’s punishment for sin was the DEATH PENALTY. God’s sentence to all who sin is death. There is no loophole. There is no escaping the sentence. And there is no verdict of not guilty. Scripture tells us that we are born into sin.

Therefore, just as sin came into the world through one man, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men because all sinned… Romans 5:12 ESV

For as by the one man's disobedience the many were made sinners…Romans 5:19 ESV

The wicked are estranged from the womb; they go astray from birth, speaking lies. Psalm 58:3 ESV

Sin fills our hearts from birth, from before birth. It’s hard to see how a newborn baby can be wicked, hard to see how they can be considered a sinner, or to understand how they can sin when they can do little more than cry and eat, but Scripture says that they are born sinners and our human eyes can begin to see that sin manifest in only a few short months after they are born.

With every person ever born, except for Christ, being born into sin, there is no denying that we are all sinners.

For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, Romans 3:23ESV

At least there should be no denying it. And there can be no denying it if we are basing our understanding and beliefs off of Scripture and not off our own human understanding. I’ll go ahead and admit here that the way I see newborn babies is in direct contrast to Scripture. My human eyes, mind, and heart cannot see, or understand, how sweet, innocent, newborns can possibly sin. I fully understand how they can grow a bit older and then sin but I do not understand how those tiny babies can sin….or be sinners. But Scripture says they are sinners, it says they are born into sin so whether than base my understanding on my own human emotions and thoughts I will base them on Scripture and know that newborns being sinners is only one of many things in Scripture that my human heart and mind cannot understand. I must then look to Scripture and set my own thoughts aside.

And so…as I turn my understanding not to my own thoughts and feelings but to Scripture, I must admit that Scripture is clear on teaching that everyone is born a sinner. Therefore, there is no escaping the death penalty. Death is demanded in payment for the sin that we are all born into. We are sinners at birth. We come into this world as sinners. We, therefore, are required to pay the penalty for our crimes, even long before we can comprehend that we have committed any kind of crime. We were found guilty of the crime of sin before we were born. That sentence was waiting for us as we came into the world. It’s as if a newborn baby, all red skin and wails, sweet and snuggly, makes its debut into the world and the moment it draws its first breath shackles are placed upon it’s ankles. The penalty was there, waiting for every one of us ever born. It was there, waiting for every one of us ever conceived.

Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me. Psalm 51:5 ESV

We were sentenced long before there was ever any hope of us understanding the crime. We were sentenced long before we ever were. Adam committed the crime that placed a punishment on every person to come after Him. There is no escaping that punishment. We were born into the crime. We are all guilty of committing it. And we must pay the price for it. That price is the death penalty. God…our righteous, holy…LOVING…God…demands the payment of death from all sinners. There is no escaping that demand. There is no getting out of it. There is no hope of being let off the hook. Sin is the crime and death is the punishment.

And our all loving God is the judge that is demanding that punishment. No one escapes the punishment. Every person ever born must pay the price for the sin they inherited simply by being conceived. In a way…I guess we might say that sin is the price we pay for living. Because we are born into sin, tiny babies that no human mind can imagine ever being evil, yet hiding sin within our tiny hearts until the day that we are able to let it loose in our lives, and because we do have that sin within us, even long before it manifests itself to others, the sentence is pronounced. We lived, therefore, we must pay the price for the sin we held within us. And the price we must pay is death.

For the elect, though, there is an escape. God…lovingly…made a propitiation for their sins (1 John 4:10). He sent Christ to be a savior of His people. Christ came to earth to save the elect from the sentence of death that was demanded from them because they were born sinners. Someone had to pay the price for their sins. Someone had to die because the sentence had already been demanded. That sentence is demanded of all people. There is no escaping that someone must die to atone for the sins that drew the wrath of God…the same God that people today claim is a God of love. That God of love demanded…in His wrath…that everyone that commits sin must die. And because He demanded that there had to be someone to die for each sinner. It is a payment that each individual person must make for themselves.

Only…

God…the all loving…all vengeful…full of wrath…God that demanded death in payment for sin, out of His love for the elect, for the born again, regenerated, SAVED, Christians, sent Christ to pay the price for those sinners. Christ came to earth to be a savior for the elect, to save them from the payment that they must pay. Christ took the sins of the elect on Himself. He paid the price for the sins that we should have paid. He stood in our place and experienced the wrath of God in our place. Christ paid that penalty for those that are His but the penalty still remains for those that are not His.

God is not simply love.

There are many verses in Scripture about God’s wrath.

the Father loves the Son and has given all things into His hand.  Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. John 3:35-36

Put to death what is earthly in you: sexual immorality, impurity, passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which are idolatry. On the account of these God's wrath is coming." Colossians 3:5-6

Those are just two examples of God’s wrath, neither of which is in the Old Testament. I’ve heard many say that the God of the Old Testament was an angry, wrathful God but that the God of the New Testament is love. Not so. All we need do is look to the New Testament to see that The God of the Old Testament and the God of the New Testament are one and the same God, and that He pours His wrath onto the unbelievers. We all live under God’s wrath unless He chooses to pour His mercy onto us and save us from our sins and from His wrath.

So many times I have heard that ‘God hates sin but loves the sinner’. Really? Can you show me that in Scripture? If God loves the sinner despite his sin then why were sinners destroyed in the flood? If God loves the sinner but hates the sin than why were the people of Sodom and Gomorrah destroyed along with the towns? Why weren’t the people in those cities, as well as those in the flood, not saved out of that destruction and had their sins forgiven? It is sinners that God sends to hell not their sins. It’s entirely possible that God could wipe the sins from a person and cast those sins into hell but that is not what He does, instead He sends the sinner to hell.

But that message is rarely, if ever, taught by teachers and preachers in today’s ‘church’ buildings. How can a person possibly understand the Gospel if they don’t understand God’s wrath? Why do we need to be saved if God already loves us? Why would Christ need to die for our sins if our sins are so easily overlooked that God can love us even while we sin?

From a simply human perspective I find it hard to believe that anyone ‘saving souls’ would avoid God’s wrath, that they would avoid telling people that they are sinners destined for hell unless they ‘get saved’. Wouldn’t you ‘catch’ more converts by telling them that their sins…their lying, love of money, love of things, love of sexual sin, love of sin in general….are going to doom them to hell unless they say a five minute magical spell, labeled as prayer, and save their soul from hell? It seems to me that more people would want to avoid God’s wrath by saying that prayer than those that would want to say it to assure themselves the love of God, which they believe they already have, to attain forgiveness that logic says they would have either way, since God loves them so much, and to attain a peace that surely they must already experience considering there is no wrath upon them for their sins.

That’s kind of like trying to lure a child out of an all you can eat ice cream parlor by waving a popsicle at them. Why would the kid want to give up the huge selection of ice cream for a single popsicle?

If, on the other hand, the person dispensing ice cream was yelling angrily, their face dark red, and coating every scoop of ice cream in fire ants and poisonous spiders that child just might think that popsicle looked mighty appealing.

But maybe that’s just me. I remember reading once that every six year old child wants to be ‘saved’ when they are told that they will go to hell if they aren’t ‘saved’. What six year old wants to go to hell? They’ve experienced very little of life and in their young and impressionable minds being burned up by fire sounds like about the worst thing they’ve heard. Sure they want to go to heaven where they get to sit on clouds and walk streets of gold, where there is no hunger, no thirst, no pain. Sure does sound like an easy choice to me, especially if you take into consideration that that same child has probably been told that Mommy and Daddy (or Grandma and Grandpa) will be in heaven. And for sure Fido and sweet kitty are in heaven. Doesn’t sound like a hard decision to make. Heaven it is.

That six year old child has no idea of what they’re really doing. They don’t begin to understand the Lord and His ways. And they certainly haven’t been saved by the Lord. They are simply repeating the magic spell…er, prayer…that will give them a false sense of security for the rest of their earthly lives. After all…they said ‘the prayer’.

And there is your candy coated version of the gospel, the version that starts with ‘God loves you’ or ‘Jesus loves you’ and ends with the saying of a very short magic spell…er, prayer…and BOOM! Salvation attained.

And just in case you missed your chance to say your magic spell…er, prayer…at the age of six, the offer still stands. You never grow too old to say your magic spell…er, prayer. If you’re lying on your death bed having lived a life of sin, so far gone that you can no longer count the number of people that you’ve killed and abused…no problem. Simply say the magic spell…er, prayer…and BOOM! Instant salvation. You can even say it with your very final breath and be assured that you will awake in heaven.

It’s like holding a life insurance policy.

And it all started with love. God’s love for you. Christ’s love for you. But why did we even need a Gospel. Do you know that Gospel means ‘good news’? How can it be good news when God already loves all sinners? How can it be good news when their sins are smiled at and forgiven without the sinner ever needing to stop what they are doing or repent? How can it be good news if Christ paid the price for sins where there was no payment demanded?

But wait. I grew up in ‘church’. I know this story well. The God of the Old Testament was filled with wrath. He demanded a payment for sin but that payment was paid by Christ on the cross and now all sinners are covered because…

God so loved the world that he gave His only begotten son so whoesoever believeth in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life. John 3:16 KJV

And that changed everything…which it did…because Christ paid the price for sin…which He did…and now God simply loves us…He does not…and all we have to do is ‘ask Him into our hearts’ so that we can be ‘saved’…not attainable unless the Lord grants us salvation.

Why did the world need a savior? If God loved the whole world…why does it need to be saved? Who or what was He saving it from? If God loves the sinners…why do they need to be saved? Who or what are they being saved from?

If the gospel begins and ends with love where is the need for a savior? Where is the need for salvation? Why would a God that loves us so much send us to hell? If He loves even the most heinous sinner than why would that sinner need to be saved? What danger does their sin pose to them or the love that God has for them?

If, on the other hand, the gospel doesn’t begin with love but with wrath…we have a whole different story. All the way back to just after creation, when Adam and Eve sinned the very first time, God displayed His wrath against sin. He punished the sinner with spiritual death and cast them out of the Garden of Eden, causing them to struggle in their earthly life. From there…God just kept on pouring His wrath not onto sin but onto sinners. And it wasn’t just any wrath but a righteous, holy, wrath that cannot stand to look upon sin. It is from that wrath, from the sin that draws that wrath upon us, that we must be saved.

And there is where we find ourselves in the position of needing, of wanting, of embracing, the good news of the Gospel. Because God isn’t love but wrath. Yes, I know that God is love too but we must first understand that God is wrath or what is the need for good news? Can we have good news unless we first have bad news?

Recently our dryer went out. I gave my husband that bad news by phone when he called me one morning. I wasn’t even sure yet that our dryer had gone out. All I knew was that it wasn’t working correctly. The good news came when we had a replacement dryer. If I had called my husband on the phone and told him, ‘good news, honey, our new dryer is here and it works good’, while our old dryer was still working perfectly fine, I don’t imagine that would have been good news. It might have been confusing news. He might have asked me how it was good news when our old dryer worked fine, but I doubt it would have been good news.

For something to be good news we must first have the bad news. We must be in a situation where we believe and understand that there is something better than what is happening now. The people in Scripture understood that, at least some of them did. When the good news was declared they were in need of a savior, they had been putting their faith in a savior that was to come…a deliverer. Mosses was the deliverer of the Israelites because he delivered them from the bondage of slavery. When Christ came He was the good news because He was the deliverer of the people. He was the savior they anticipated. He was there to save them from the bondage of sin and the wrath of God that sin brought upon them.

Our modern world barely understands the concept of sin. Lying is no longer considered a sin, after all everyone lies. Coveting isn’t sin, in fact most people don’t even know what covetousness is. Adultery isn’t considered sin. Stealing isn’t sin. In fact, I’m not sure anything is considered sin in our modern world or at least in our modern American culture.

How then can a savior be good news when we live in a world that we don’t feel as if we need to be saved from? To be saved we must first be in a situation where we need to be saved. Shipwreck survivors only need to be saved if the ship actually wrecks. Lost hikers only need to be saved if they are truly lost. And sinners only need to be saved if they are indeed sinners.

But where there is no perceived sin…can there be any understanding of being a sinner?

And where there is no wrath…

I don’t even know how to finish that. Because where there is no wrath from God…there is no God. The God of Scripture is wrath, just as much, if not more, than he is love. We see His love in Scripture but we also see His wrath. His love is reserved for the regenerated, born again, believers that He has saved from His own wrath by giving them mercy and granting them salvation. And so…everyone lives under God’s wrath at some point in their lives but only those that God chooses to save ever live under His love.

He does not love everyone as ‘the many’ professing ‘Christians’ would have us to believe. He loves a select few that find the narrow gate, the few that He has chosen to draw to himself (John 6:44) and pour His mercy onto by giving them salvation.

But you won’t hear that in one of the many ‘church’ buildings filling America today. You won’t hear that from the mouths of preachers standing before the congregations, caring for their ‘flocks’ seeing to the needs of their souls.

You won’t hear it because to hear it you must first be told that God is wrath and He does not love you unless He has drawn you to Him and granted you salvation, thereby washing you clean of your sins, and removing the sin that separates you from Him. Then and only then can you be told that God loves you.

Because God does not love the sinner. Instead of pouring his love onto the unrepentant sinner God pours his wrath onto them.

But somewhere in our modern American version of ‘Christianity’ God’s wrath has gotten lost. There is no wrath, only love. And yet…how can anyone understand the love that saves the born again…the regenerated…when they do not understand what those that are granted salvation are being saved from? If hell is not taught, how can they understand heaven? If the wrath of God is not taught, how can they understand the salvation that is given? And if the payment for sin…death, an eternity in hell…is not taught, how can they understand the great gift of salvation, an eternity in heaven?

And yet it goes deeper than even that. How can one understand God’s grace if they do not understand His law? That’s like expecting a child to understand escaping punishment when they never understood that there was a rule that they broke. Only…that is much too small of a comparison. Maybe it would be better said to ask how someone facing execution for a crime could understand the enormity of being given their freedom, with no punishment, when they never realized they had committed a crime or that they were on trial. If God’s law…and the sins that are committed by breaking that law…is not understood then how can a person understand the grace that is granted to the one that breaks the law?

And if they do not understand the nature of God, that He is wrath to the sinner, wrath to the one that breaks His laws, then how can they understand the huge import of the grace that is poured out on the sinner when they are given salvation by God? A holy God that is so far removed from the sinner that they can’t even be compared. In our world people as a whole tend to see God as something they can touch and almost command to do their bidding. They often demand things from Him expecting to get everything they want, exactly when they want it.

 When people see God in such a way can they ever begin to grasp the magnitude of His grace and forgiveness? I grew up with the belief that I gained salvation at the age of six. I can’t remember what prompted me to say the magic ‘prayer’ but I can remember my own feelings at having done so. I was proud of myself. Somehow I had done the right thing. Everyone was so happy with me and I was puffed up with that and my own decision to do what I was told was the right thing. I said the prayer for reasons that I can’t remember now but I am absolutely certain that whatever those reasons were they had little to do with the Lord and everything to do with myself and those around me. I certainly didn’t say ‘the prayer’ because I understood that the Lord’s wrath was on me. I didn’t say it because I understood that the Lord was giving me salvation from His wrath.

Not that that prayer actually gained me salvation but at the time I thought it ‘saved’ me. But I have no doubt that I did not understand what it was I was supposedly being saved from. How could I? I highly doubt I had ever been told much more than the most basic levels of the Gospel. I’m sure I understood, in the abstract way that six year olds can, that Jesus died on the cross for me and that by saying ‘the prayer’ I was saving myself from hell and gaining a spot in heaven.

For a six year old I don’t suppose that was too bad of an understanding, except for the fact that the prayer I was taught was a lie and so was the belief that I could save myself from anything. Beyond those things though, understanding that Christ died for us and that salvation…eternity in heaven…is given through his death. I suppose is a pretty good beginning for a six year old to understand.

Only thing is, so many of the professing ‘Christians’ of today never advance beyond that understanding. For a six year old it’s a pretty good beginning, if you could but erase the lies that I was taught, but for someone that claims to have been a ‘Christian’ for months or, worse, for years, should have advanced well beyond that point.

God is not love. Christ is not love. Jesus is not love. Yes, they are love but they are not only love and we do not receive their love without also first having lived under God’s wrath.

But where are most people to learn that?

In our modern society, the visible ‘church’ is what people understand to be ‘Christians’. If they go looking for answers about the Lord, more often than not they are going to walk into some ‘church’ building and get those answers from the preacher and leaders of that ‘church’. They will take what the preacher says to be true. They will gain their understanding of Scripture from the teachers within that ‘church’.

With that ‘church’ indoctrination fully planted in their minds when…if…they study Scripture on their own, they will approach it with the understanding that they gained while being taught in the ‘church’ building.

A while back I did something of a Bible study with someone I know, although I’m not sure Bible study would be the proper word for what we did. It might be more of an iron sharpens iron sort of thing. I believed one thing, this person believed another. We were both firmly planted in what we believe. Through that conversation we never did come to an agreement on our beliefs. We both came out of that conversation clinging just as firmly to what we believe as when we went into it. But I gained something invaluable from that discussion. I learned that when a person approaches Scripture with a belief in mind, it is possible to gain from Scripture everything one needs to know to support that belief. At least it was on the topic I was discussing with this person.

I had never thought about it before that conversation but during the course of that discussion I clearly saw, and understood, that the other person had studied, at length, the Scriptures while looking for stories and verses that supported a certain belief. Or at least they studied them while looking for examples of certain things, things that supported what they believed. In doing so this person read things into Scripture that simply wasn’t there.

But just to make for certain I wasn’t doing exactly the same thing, I read and re-read the passages of Scripture we were discussing. I read it simply for what was written in the text. I read it with others. I discussed it with others. I asked others to read it and tell me what they got out of it. I asked non-believers to read it and tell me, from their perspective of holding nothing of any more importance that just any other book, what they gained from those passages. And guess what…Scripture was simply what was written on the page. I wasn’t missing something that the other person was getting out of it.

From that I learned that people can approach Scripture with a certain idea in their heads and read Scripture but gain way more from it than what is actually there, and in the process gain way less than what is there.

And so if a person, indoctrinated to a certain belief, approaches Scripture with that belief in their minds and hearts, they will get from Scripture things that support those beliefs.

What I’m trying to get at here is that if a person is taught to believe that God is love, that Jesus is love, then if they try to read Scripture on their own, they won’t get from Scripture what is written within its text but will, instead, get from it the same things they have been taught to see in it. In other words…they can read the Bible cover to cover and still walk away with the complete belief that God holds no wrath toward man, that He simply loves them.

They cannot see the truth in Scripture because they are blinded to that truth. The Lord has blinded them to it through the teachings of those that have instructed them in the things of Scripture.

Did those teachers, those instructors, those preachers, teach that God is love because they believe that and nothing else or did they teach it for other, less noble, less understandable, reasons? I do not know the answer to that question. Years ago I had a doctor tell me that doctor’s often know things about their patients that they don’t tell their patients. I understood that at the time but I also understood how fundamentally wrong that is.

I can fully understand a doctor keeping something from a patient that might worry or upset the patient but I also believe that the patient has every right to know everything the doctor knows about them. If that information worries or upsets them then it is their health to worry or be upset over.

I can understand a preacher or teacher trying to gauge whether or not a person is ready to learn more of the truths of Scripture. I’m not even close to being a teacher or preacher of Scripture and yet I have found myself weighing my words when talking to others about Scripture. There have been times when I have told someone, even professing ‘Christians’, less about certain parts of Scripture than I knew. I deliberately held back information, understanding, even held back certain parts of Scripture, because I knew they were not ready for those deeper things.

But I don’t believe that is what most preachers are doing, and even if they were, God’s wrath against sinners isn’t a deeper truth. It is a very basic truth. It should be at the root of everything being taught about Christ and salvation. Scripture tells us that the Gospel is basic. Repent and believe in Christ. That is the Gospel. It doesn’t get much more basic than that. But…what are we to repent of? Why do we need to repent? God is holy. He is just. He has laws. Man (all of mankind) is born into sin and has evil in their hearts. We break God’s laws before we can even begin to understand them. Then we break them because we see no evil in doing it. And in the breaking of those laws, every single time we broke them no matter our age at the time, we gained…and deserved…God’s wrath. We must therefore repent of the sins we committed by breaking those laws. And there is the reason we must repent.

How can the Gospel be given without also teaching of God’s wrath? How can people understand the savior without understanding why they need a savior? And so, I can’t see that God’s wrath is anything but the basics of the Gospel. Repent and believe. Repenting, though, requires an understanding of what one must repent of.

I watched a video online not all that long ago where two men questioned atheists on their beliefs. These men pointed out that an atheist can be gotten to by simply taking them back to the law. Ask them if they have lied. Ask them if they have ever stolen anything. Ask them if they have ever looked at someone with lust. The Ten Commandments, these men claimed, are the place to gain ground with an atheist. I have no idea if that’s true or not, I’ve never tried it, but what I do know is that someone must first understand what the law is, they must understand the laws, to understand that they have, indeed, broken those laws. Then and only then can they be shown that they are living outside the law and possibly be shown that they deserve punishment, in the form of God’s wrath, for what they have done.

What is salvation when you are being saved from…nothing?

But back to preachers and teachers. Do they preach and teach that God is love, that Jesus is love, and not teach that God is wrath, because they don’t understand that themselves? Or do they teach it because it is a difficult topic? Because it will make people squirm in their seats? Because it will shake the foundation of the security the professing ‘Christians’ have in their salvation…a salvation built on God’s love for them and not on their total depravity before a holy God? Do they teach that God is love because it would send people running from their padded pews and out of their air conditioned buildings? Do they teach that God is love because they believe it or because it will remove people from their congregations and with every person that walks out their door they lose money in their, often well-padded, pockets?

Do they teach that God is love because they truly do not understand themselves that God is a God of wrath, a God of fury, or do they teach that God is a God of love despite the fact that they understand Him to be a God of wrath, because a God of wrath does not pull in the people, He does not pack the pews on Sunday morning, He does not fill the offering plate, and He does not fill their own pockets?

But God is love, some might say. Yes, He is. He is a God of great love. A God of perfect love, a God of such profound love that he gives mercy where no mercy is deserved, he grants grace to those that do not deserve it, He gives salvation to those that could never earn it on their own. God’s love is so great as to be the most perfect love there is but His hate is equally great. He loves but He also hates. He gives grace but he also pours out His wrath. He gives salvation but He also demands punishment for those that break His laws.

God is love but He is also wrath. God is wrath but He is also love. It’s balanced. It is all a part of God. You cannot separate the two. You can’t simply pick and choose what He is to make Him into what you want Him to be. God is love. But He is also wrath.

Scripture tells us…Jacob I loved but Esau I hated (Romans 9:13). In that single sentence we get both sides of God. Jacob I loved. Esau I hated. Love. Hate. God held both love and hate at the same time. To one brother He gave love. To the other…hate. One got love. One got wrath. There wasn’t a God of love that loved Jacob and Esau. There was but one God, the same God that loved one brother and hated the other.

Scripture also tells us…

Thou hast loved righteousness, and hated iniquity. Hebrews 1:9

And there we see in Scripture, once again, both love and hate from the same God. It is a balance. There is a flip side, you might say. There is love and there is hate. There is no having one without the other. God is love. God is hate. To separate the two would be like trying to have only one side of a quarter. You can’t have the front of the quarter without having the back side. You also can’t have God’s love without having His wrath.

Today’s preachers and teachers either miss that or they deliberately overlook it. What a horrible thing they do if they knowingly choose to overlook that God is wrath. What atrocity are they committing if they teach that God is love and ignore the knowledge that God is wrath when they teach those before them?

The New Testament teaches us, Paul teaches us, what qualifications a leader should have. Anyone that does not fully understand Scripture fails the test in Scripture for a leader (or what is now called a preacher). Whether or not a preacher or teacher understands the wrath of God…if they don’t teach it…by Scriptures standards they cannot be a leader.

I’m not sure there is even a word to describe what takes place when a person that fails the test of Scripture, teaches Scripture anyway. Only…they aren’t truly teaching Scripture. They’re teaching some watered down version of Scripture that is, more often than not, designed not to offend anyone.

I read something recently about why and how margarine was invented. I don’t remember the details but I do recall that it said chemically, margarine is only one…molecule, I believe it said…off from plastic. Not only that but margarine is white in color and must be dyed yellow to have any semblance to butter. Margarine is an impostor. It is an imitation that must be changed or enhanced to come close to resembling the real thing. Years ago I had a recipe for chocolate chip cookies. It made the best chocolate chip cookies I had ever tasted, or at least it made the best homemade chocolate chip cookies I ever had. That recipe called for a certain type of margarine. A margarine that was made to look like sticks of butter. I don’t know what the difference was in that margarine and regular margarine but it sure made some very good cookies.

I’m not getting into the health issues involved in margarine or butter. I’m not promoting either one here. I’m simply pointing out that in the world of butter, margarine is an imposter. And to compete with butter, margarine must be changed, adulterated from its original form to resemble butter. But even in its changed form margarine is still not butter. It will never be butter. Butter is the real thing. Margarine is the imposter.

Margarine may make some very good cookies, those cookies might taste, smell, and feel like cookies made with butter, they may even have an outward appearance or taste that exceeds that of a cookie made with butter, but inside, if that cookie were tested, it would show that margarine is what is in the cookie and not butter.

Margarine may look and act like butter but it will never be butter. It can never be butter. And if put to a test that distinguished real butter from any other stand-ins, margarine would never show to be the real thing.

And that is what we have when anyone is given a gospel of God is love but never given the gospel that He is also wrath. When both are put together we have the real gospel. The gospel of Scripture. But when they are separated, when God is picked apart, when Scripture is changed or altered to create what the teacher or preacher wants it to be…it is adulterated. The listener, or student, then gets an adulterated imposter for the real thing. They get margarine and not butter. It may look, act, and even smell like the real Scriptures but it is nothing but an imposter that is misleading those that don’t realize the difference.

And most people don’t realize there is a difference. Today’s ‘Christianity’ is so far removed from Scripture that it is a ‘Christianity’ based on human emotion and not on Christ. It is a ‘Christianity’ that starts with man and invites Jesus in so long as Jesus loves them and accepts them as they are, more or less. Some do tolerate Jesus requiring them to change a bit. But still…this ‘Christianity’ is so watered down and adulterated that we have margarine instead of butter. There is an imposter being sold to the masses that gives them the illusion that God is simply love. This imposter completely ignores that God is wrath. This imposter shouts that it is butter from the rooftops while being margarine.

In the world of food, unless one is concerned with the health consequences of butter verses margarine, or is allergic to one or the other, then it doesn’t much matter if butter or margarine is used. If you put butter into chocolate chip cookie batter you get…chocolate chip cookies. If you put margarine into chocolate chip cookie batter you get…chocolate chip cookies. Same thing if you use butter for grilled cheeses sandwiches. With butter you get grilled cheese. If you use margarine instead of butter you get…grilled cheese.

But what is a simple substitution in food, becomes an eternal consequence in Scripture. If Scripture is butter, and butter gets us eternal salvation, then margarine gets us…eternal damnation. That’s a huge difference.

I recently held in my hands a book that is being sold and labeled as a Bible. This book is an interpretation of the Scriptures and not a very good one. Scripture is so changed in some of the verses in that book as to be not recognizable as Scripture in any form. That book removes from its passages certain warnings against sin and instead justifies the same sin that Scripture calls an abomination.

That book is like margarine. It’s is an imposter that lies on its very cover and continues to lie throughout its pages. Only unlike margarine, that book, and the man that wrote it, is playing with the words of the Lord and with the eternity of people’s souls. Which is the exact same thing that preachers and teachers are doing when they twist Scripture in any way. And to leave out the wrath of God as they teach that ‘God is love’ is to do exactly that. There is no love in God that isn’t balance with a hate in God.

Supposedly old time hymns, dating back to the 1800’s, were filled with the wrath of God. I haven’t personally seen a hymn book from that time so I can’t verify that. I’ve heard that hymns from that era were filled with God’s wrath, His anger, judgement, and even His vengeance. I can’t personally account for that but it makes sense to me. I do know that sermons of that time were often referred to as ‘fire and brimestone’ sermons. There was supposedly much about hell and sinners in the sermons of that time so it makes sense to me that their hymns would have been filled with the same thing.

A few months back I read a review on a Bible. In the back of that Bible it had the Psalms for singing. Until I read that Bible review I had no idea that there was such a thing as Psalms for singing. Apparently ‘churches’ used to sing the Psalms. I find that very interesting and as I read that Bible review I found myself wishing I could look at that version of the Psalms. I’m not musically inclined so hymn books do me no good unless I already know the hymn, but I did wonder what the Psalms written for singing would look like.

As I write this now I find myself thinking of those Psalms for singing. Many of the Psalms are about God destroying the wicked. Can you see ‘churches’ today singing about God destroying anyone? I can’t. To sing about Him destroying the wicked, His wrath would have to be acknowledged, His hate would have to be admitted to.

And modern day ‘Christians’ do not want to hear about or admit that God hates anything. They happily, eagerly even, accept and embrace His love but they don’t want to hear about His hate.

Several months back I watched a movie about a young woman that was raped. I wrote about that in a post I titled ‘How far can forgiveness go’. The woman in that movie forgave her attacker to the point that she took their infant son to meet him and then continued to take their son to see him. In the process of all of that she and the man that attacked her formed a friendship. It sounds unlikely. It goes against everything our society teaches us. Today, our world, would tell that woman that she has every right to hate that man and that she should NEVER tell him about their son.

In fact many ‘Christians’ would tell that woman the very same thing. Oh, they might say that she should forgive him but they would also be the first ones to question why she would ever consider telling him they had a son.

That was a fictional movie. The storyline was made up and the forgiveness offered to the attacker was nothing more than the figment of someone’s imagination. But the reaction that most people would have if that situation were to happen in life is very much real. I remember years back when there was a shooting in an Amish school, the victims’ families forgave the shooter. What stands out in my mind about that isn’t the forgiveness but the response of the American people to that forgiveness. It was a foreign concept to most people. They couldn’t believe that those parents could, or would, forgive the shooter.

That is very much the American mindset today. If someone wrongs you, hold onto the blame. It seems that people, even professing ‘Christians’, are allowed to be bitter, angry, and to hold onto their wrath and their grudges, but those same professing ‘Christians’ do not want to hear about the wrath of God. Why is it that people can hold wrath for wrongs and perceived wrongs but it’s wrong for God, the God that created the entire universe, to hold any wrath at all?

They want the love of God but they do not want the hate. They want the smiles God shows them but they do not want His anger. They will take the blessings but they don’t want to take the punishment. Just as they want the status of being a ‘Christian’, the salvation they think they have by being ‘saved’ but they do not want the commandments that mark the life of a Christian.

And because they only want the love of God, they never understand that he is also a God of hate. This all-encompassing love they believe He holds for them pales so far in comparison to His real love that they will never know or understand just how great that real love is.  They’ll never understand, that is, unless the Lord saves them, unless He draws them to Him and gives them true salvation. Then and only then will they begin to understand just how great that love they’ve claimed for so long is. Because unless they understand how great his hate is, how strong his wrath is, then they can never understand just how huge His love is.

Reading through Scripture we can see that they understood God’s wrath, they knew he held deep hate, they saw and gave credit for his vengeance.

… Thou, even thou, art to be feared:  and who may stand in thy sight when once thou art angry?  Thou didst cause judgment to be heard from heaven; the earth feared, and was still, when God arose to judgment. Psalm 76:6

Who can stand in thy (God’s) sight when He is angry? What a deep question. How much does that say for the anger of God? He gets so angry that no one can stand in his sight yet today professing ‘Christians’ wave away their sins, claiming that God loves them. They may, or may not, admit that God hates their sin but they believe that they are living in God’s love. Just that single sentence out of the many, many sentences in Scripture tell us that no one can stand in sight of God’s anger.

This, though, would not be believed by the majority of people packing the ‘church’ buildings on Sundays. It wouldn’t be believed by ‘the many’ that profess to be a ‘Christian’. God is love. God loves them. He looks on them like a doting parent or grandparent, all smiles and happiness no matter what they do.

There is a very popular thing today. Parents (and grandparents) flood social media with pictures of their children. These children have everything they do captured by camera and quickly uploaded to social media. These children are referred to as princes and princesses. We get to see everything from their first moments on earth to them learning to use the toilet. Their little faces are plastered on the internet smeared with cake and spaghetti. We see their first bite of food, their first foray into the world of sugar, their first step, their first potty chair, and their first skinned knee. There is nothing sacred, nothing held back. And what these parents don’t capture with a camera, they capture in words. Somehow we managed to miss getting a picture of the little prince sleeping for a solid four hours so it’s written into social media minus the accompanying picture. Opps…Mommy and Daddy didn’t have the camera ready when little Princess made her first spit bubble…words will tell the world that she accomplished it. And to fill in the gaps we get videos of their first time in the swimming pool, them riding in their new stroller, and opening their birthday presents.

These babies are like little play things whose parents are so far beyond proud of them that there is nothing outside of what little prince or princess is doing next. I’ve often wondered if the parents ever stop to realize that everyone connected to their social media does not want to see every little thing their child does. And even more than that I’ve wondered if they ever to stop to think about how little Johnny and Susie may not want every single private detail of their life shared on the internet for all to see. These kids get more ‘media’ attention than most famous kids do. And all because their doting parents think they are the greatest think since air was created and that everyone else should think so too.

I won’t go any further into what I think about that and, lest anyone should ask, yes, I love my children. I always have. I always will. But no, I don’t believe everyone else should be totally fascinated with them, I don’t believe that every single thing they do is just oh so amazing and I firmly believe that children should not have their lives plastered before the world, be that in television or in social media.

But here’s the thing…people today kind of see God like those doting parents. There He is, all His love for us plastered on His face, His camera at the ready, smiling and snapping pictures as we throw a tantrum on the living room floor, laughing as we enjoy that television program filled with filth that defies every one of the Ten Commandments, chuckling in understanding as we use His name in vain, He snaps another picture as we buy yet another video game, adding to the hundreds already owned, while complaining about not having enough of something.

This is the image that people seem to have in mind of God. He is so enamored with every last human being that He just ‘loves them to pieces’ as the saying goes. He wants so much to love on us, to pull us into a big bear hug and just love us. I can easily picture the God of love standing up in heaven somewhere grinning and snapping pictures of every person while quickly uploading them to some heavenly social media while writing captions about how wonderful that person is. I can picture it but I know that it is no more real than the God of love the world wants to believe in.

But in a way I can understand people wanting to believe in that God. What child wouldn’t rather stand before a parent that laughs at their misbehavior and snaps picture after picture of it, essentially encouraging them to keep misbehaving, than to stand in front of a stern faced parent, knowing full well that what they did was wrong and they are in trouble?

And what sinner wouldn’t rather stand before the God of love while he smiles indulgently and snaps pictures of them in their sin rather than stand before a God that is so filled with hate and wrath that He pours it upon them? A God like this one…

He cast upon them the fierceness of His anger, wrath, and indignation, and trouble, by sending evil angels among them.  He made a way to His anger; he spared not their soul from death, but gave their life over to the pestilence; And smote all the firstborn in Egypt; the chief of their strength in the tabernacles of Ham. Psalm 78:49 

That God is not filled with love. That God did not stand back, smiling indulgently, laughing at the sins of people. That God was angry.  That God was so angry who could stand before Him? That God poured such wrath onto those people that it would make anyone shake in their shoes and run to try and escape that anger. Who wouldn’t want to run as far from that punishment as they could get.

And who wouldn’t rather imagine a God of love than a God like that?

 But Scripture gives us and even more troubling view of that wrath. Isaiah 9:19 says…

Through the wrath of the Lord of hosts is the land darkened and the people shall be as the fuel of the fire.

And the people shall be as the fuel of the fire. Have you ever fed a fire, kept one going? Do you know what happens to wood, the fuel of the fire, when you feed it into the flames? It is consumed by the flames, slowly, fiercely. In the above verse we see that it is through the wrath of the Lord that the people will be as the fuel of the fire.

Ummm….

Where is there a God of love in that verse? Do you throw those that you love into the fire to use them as fuel? And who would you rather imagine you’re standing before…a God that love you and smiles indulgently while you defy His every word…or a God so filled with anger that he uses you as the fuel to keep the fire going? It’s not hard to see why people prefer their imaginary ‘God of love’ over the real God of Scripture. Trouble is…that God of love does not exist. He is a figment of their imagination.

‘The fear of God’ used to be a fairly popular saying, or so I understand. How many people today truly fear God? How many people see Him as anything to be feared? Who fears the parent laughs at the child while they throw a fit in the middle of the store because they want a cookie or a toy? What child fears the parent who tells them to do that again so they can capture a picture of it…even though what the child just did was in direct defiance of what the parent had just told them to do? People today, as a whole, have no fear of God.

Do you suppose Noah, his wife, his sons or his sons wives, feared God after the flood. Yes, they were the chosen people. They were the ones that God saved out of all the world. But they were also the only witnesses of His great wrath. Do you suppose they were careful to try and follow God’s rules once they came off that ark? Do you suppose they simply laughed and said that God was a God of love and went right ahead doing exactly what they wanted to do without giving a thought to God and His wrath? Do you suppose they would have said that God just wants to love people?

What about Lot? Do you suppose He thought God was only love? He was there when Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed. His wife was destroyed for disobeying God. He was there. Do you suppose He ever believed that God was just love? Did He ever doubt the wrath of God?

Those are just a handful of people that witnessed God’s wrath. And those are just a few verses that speak of His wrath. We don’t need to see His wrath to know it’s there. I would almost be interested in doing a study on God’s wrath. To look up exactly where and how God’s wrath was poured out on man. One of these days I might just do that.

I can’t help wondering if that isn’t what those fire and brimstone sermons were filled with. Could a person escape the understanding that God is wrath if they sat through sermon after sermon hearing about how God’s wrath is poured out upon the earth? Can they miss His wrath if they do an indepth study on God’s anger and He unleashed a world wide flood’s worth of water? Could they miss His hate when they imagine the people, men, women, children, BABIES, that died in that flood. God did not love those people or He would have plucked them out of that water and saved them.

Today we don’t hear of studies on God’s wrath, we aren’t told that He hates sinners, we don’t hear sermons on how angry God is. Instead we are told how much he loves us and just wants us to come to Him. Again…that puts me in the mind of a toddler who angrily screams at their parent than takes off running in the opposite direction. Does the parent stand by and wait for the child to come running back to them? In this God is love version, I suppose the parent laughs at the ‘cute’ antics of the child, grabs their phone to get a video of the screaming, arm waving, stomping toddler now running down the driveway and into the path of an oncoming car.

That, after all, must be what the God of love does when people break His commandments and live in defiance of Him.

But that isn’t the image I have in mind of God. I simply can’t see the God that sent the flood, calling the hearts of all men wicked, the God that destroyed sin-filled cities, the God that sent plagues on the Egyptians, the God that even unleashed His anger on the Israelites, the very people He saved…I can’t see THAT God smiling idly while people live in sin, flaunting the very things that He hates.

But that’s the God of the Old Testament.

Yes, I’ve heard that many times. I guess I grew up hearing that. The common belief there is that the God of the Old Testament isn’t the God of the New Testament, nor is He the God of today. What? Did we get a new God?  I can’t recall ever seeing that in Scripture. Maybe because it isn’t there. God doesn’t change.  The God of today is the God of the New Testament, He is the God of the Old Testament.

Many New Testament books speak of God’s wrath. Romans comes to mind, so does the book of John, chapter 3...

He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abides on him.

The wrath of God aides on those that do not believe in Christ. This isn’t a passing belief in Christ, but a saving belief. This is salvation, true salvation given by the Lord. Ephesians 5 (verse 6) speaks of the wrath of God coming in the sons of disobedience.

All those verse are in the new testament. Those are not the God of the Old Testament but the God of the New Testament. And if that isn’t enough, how about this one…

…when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven with his mighty angels in flaming fire, inflicting vengeance on those who do not know God and on those who do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus. 2 Thessalonians 1:7-8esv

There’s the ‘Jesus loves you’ of Scripture. Does that sound much like, ‘Jesus loves you’? God isn’t just a God of love, Jesus isn’t a Jesus of love. Before we can get to the love of the Lord we must first get through His wrath. And He is most definitely a God of wrath. I can’t see how anyone that truly studied the Scriptures as they are written, without reading what they want to into them, could ever say that God is not filled with wrath.

I think again of the conversation with my husband when he teasingly told me I could sit by the road holding a sign that says ‘Jesus loves you.’ And I think of the sign I offered to hold instead…God hates you.

What good does it do to tell people that Jesus loves them when that is about as far from the truth as we can get? We do them no good to walk up to them, knowing that they are living a life of sin, and say to them, ‘Jesus loves you.’ Well…if Jesus loves them where can you go from there? But imagine you walked up and told them, ‘God hates you.’ Oh boy, the can of worms that would open. Truthfully, I think you would immediately lose your audience because so many people have been indoctrinated to the idea that Jesus loves them. But if they didn’t walk away…oh, the starting point that would give.

It is the entrance into the Gospel. The real Gospel. The Gospel that starts with a God that laid down His law and said anyone breaking it is a sinner, a God that demands the death penalty for breaking that sin, a God that sent His son to be the Good News of a Savior for those that are given salvation. Then, and only then, does that same God become love to those that He gives salvation to.

Good news only means something once you receive the bad news. What good does it do to tell someone that you can repair their vehicle if they haven’t first been told that a hundred foot tree fell on top of it? What good does it do a doctor to tell a patient that they can heal their broken leg if the patient is walking up and down the hall unaware that they are a patient? We must first understand the bad news before we can appreciate the good news.

And the bad news is…

 God hates sinners.

 

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Enjoy nature


Enjoy nature

Written December 28, 2015

 

Not all that long ago someone told me that I should enjoy nature for those that can’t. When they said that I very nearly cried. There was just something so…profoundly painful…in being told to enjoy something for all those that can’t enjoy it.

I enjoy nature because it gives me the ability to just…be. I stand before a tree and lose myself in looking at it and in thinking of what that tree represents…the Lord’s creation. I enjoy watching the clouds float across the sky because it reminds me that the Lord created miracles for me. I enjoy seeing an ant as it drags something larger than it is across the sand because there is no human explanation for the strength in the ant.

But I also fail to notice nature. I get irritated at the fly that constantly buzzes around my head. I shy away from the wasp that comes near. I don’t enjoy the biting wind of a bitter day or the scorching heat of a summer day when the temperatures get well into the triple digits.

But upon being told to enjoy nature for those that can’t, I began to see things just a bit differently. One day last winter I went to visit my grandmother in a nursing home. To get to her I had to brave the cold day that, although sunny, had left us with snow on the ground. I had to walk through slush and yuck to go see her, had to bundle into warm clothes to ward off the chill in the air. And upon seeing my grandmother she spoke of how she would like to be able to go outside. It didn’t matter how many times we told her the weather wasn’t good for her to go out, she still longed to just get outside. She didn’t care that it was cold, wet, and snowy. She didn’t care that we told her she might fall. She simply longed to see the out of doors.

As I write this it is bitterly cold outside. The temperature is hovering near the freezing point and it is falling. The world, at least where I am, is wet and soggy. There is a very good chance that the surfaces will freeze over tonight even though we have no precipitation forecast.

With the weather bitterly cold outside I found myself in a situation where I had to go out. I wasn’t aware of quite how cold it was until I was well away from the house. The cold didn’t fully penetrate in the moment it took to dash to the car. But I well understood how cold it was when I crossed the parking lot at the store.

Wind blew around the parked cars and sent needles of ice through all but the thickest layers of clothing. My bare hands were freezing within feet of the warm car I had just left. My nose was running by the time I got inside the store.

I did not enjoy nature at that moment.

But now, once again settled inside a warm house, I am reminded of being told to enjoy nature for those who can’t. And I remember how no warning about the weather was enough to make my grandmother change her mind about going outdoors.

The cold that I hurried to escape is a cold that there are those that would relish the chance to simply feel. The wind I wanted to stop blowing would have been a joy to someone. The icy sting that made me long for the gloves I didn’t have would have been a welcomed sensation to someone.

Enjoy nature for those that can’t.

I do so enjoy nature. I love to just sit in the midst of nature. There is something so refreshing, so peaceful, in nature. And yet there is much of it that I don’t bother to appreciate.

I have heard it said that we could never enjoy sunshine if we didn’t experience rain. That we couldn’t appreciate warmth if we never felt cold.

Not all that long ago I was told that we can experience God when we are alone in nature in a way that we can’t do anywhere else. An older gentleman told me that and there was something so very true in that simple statement.

But today I was reminded of how I tend to appreciate the side of nature that I enjoy while rushing to get through the parts of it that I don’t enjoy. The biting wind in freezing temperatures made me wish I’d checked the weather before leaving the house and stayed at home. I rushed to do what I had to do so that I could once again get back into a nice warm house and close the door on that stinging wind that blew through me.

But the stinging wind is a gift that should be appreciated for what it is.

I love nature and the opportunity it gives to draw us closer to the Lord with nothing but the time it takes for us to stand still and gaze upon it.

When my husband and I were first married he observed me doing just that very thing and asked me if I was angry. I couldn’t have been further from anger. I was happy. Content. I was enjoying the moment and was at total and complete peace. And yet, as he looked at me sitting there, seeming to stare into space, he asked if I was angry.

In that moment, and many others like it, my spirit was at complete peace, soaking up the simplicity of the Lord’s creation.

I once read a small booklet called The Dairyman’s daughter, Legh Richmond (1772-1825). And in that booklet I read something that spoke so well of what I feel as I enjoy nature…

 Natural scenery, when viewed in a Christian mirror, frequently affords very beautiful illustrations of divine truth. We are highly favored when we can enjoy them, and at the same time draw near to God in them.

And yet, even as I get such wonderful enjoyment and peace from nature, there are those moments, like today, when the biting cold, the pouring rain, the intense heat, keep me from experiencing that peace that comes with looking at nature through the Christian mirror.

But after being told to enjoy nature for those that can’t, I find myself experiencing all of nature in a different way. How I wish I could bottle the wind and send it to those that never get the chance to feel it. How I wish I could capture the warmth of the sunshine as it flows over creation and hand it to those that never feel its warmth. What I wouldn’t give to pluck a bouquet of wildflowers and share their fragrance and beauty with those that can only dream of what they feel and smell like. Oh, the joy of scooping soft, fluffy, snow up in my bare hands…a joy that would be all the sweeter if I could hand that bit of icy fluff to someone that is denied the pleasure of seeing a snowy day.

And so…

I am learning to enjoy nature in a whole new way because now…

I enjoy nature for those who can’t.