Friday, April 17, 2015

She changed my life


Today my daughter turns 12. That’s a big milestone for her but it’s also a big milestone for me. You see…this is the daughter whose birth is…as best I can tell…the first step I took on the journey to Christ.

This daughter took the world I knew and turned it upside down then completely took it away. After her…nothing was ever the same again.

I have other children. They have all changed who I am. But they came into the world and fit into our family. They changed us as a family because they made us more, they made us stronger, they brought more love with them.

But this daughter…this daughter couldn’t just fit into our lives and become a part of the family. This daughter needed us to become the family she needed. As a result…

She changed my life.

It started before she was born. My due date came and went and no baby. My doctor wanted to induce. I was terrified. I’d only ever heard bad things about inductions and I didn’t want to go through that. When my doctor gave me a date that the induction would be done…the countdown started.

I had days to go into labor on my own.

I tried everything I knew of to bring on labor. I searched online and found more ways. I bought pills from the health food store. I walked until I was cramping so bad I could barely walk anymore. The pills did nothing. When I stopped walking the cramps stopped. Everything I tried…failed.

The night before the induction I prayed like I’d never prayed before. Never in my life had I felt the way I did that night. Full of fear. Fear for me, fear for my baby. I begged the Lord to let me go into labor. And then I prayed for something I never had before. I asked Him to get me through whatever came the next day. I asked Him to be with me as I went through that experience.

The fear didn’t go away.

Walking into that hospital the next morning was almost more than I could do. But I did it. And through my fear I faced all those things that scared me so badly. Eight hours later, four hours after I started feeling contractions, my daughter made her arrival in the world.

It would be 24 hours before I found out that the fear I had felt over going to the hospital wasn’t over. And it wasn’t the strongest fear I would feel.

Upon learning that my baby had heart problems I knew fear like I had never known it before. Fear that went all the way to my soul. Fear that was so consuming that it nearly overwhelmed me. I learned to focus on one thing at a time, to treasure every moment with the baby.

And I learned to pray like I never had before.

Because those early days and years with that daughter taught me that the control I thought I had…was an illusion…although it would take me years to realize I had no true control in my life. But in those days I knew what it was like to be at the mercy of a life threatening illness.

At any moment the problems with my daughter’s heart could have taken her from me. I lived in fear of that every moment. So much so that I was afraid to put her down.

Through nights of sleeping with her on my chest, doctor’s appointments, trips to the hospital, medicine that had to be given exactly every 24 hours, and all the other things we went through in those early days I handled the illness in my baby the only way I knew how. I focused on what came next, enjoyed the moment, worried over what could happen…

And I learned to rely on the Lord.

I’d like to say that that reliance led me to an immediate saving faith, that my season of election came then, but it didn’t. It drew me closer to the Lord but I still had a lot of steps to take.

Over the last 12 years my daughter has come through many medical tests, many appointments, years in and out of various medical facilities, heart surgery and so much more. She has come so far, accomplished so much.

Through no fault of her own she put me through so much. Prior to having her I had always said I didn’t think I could raise a special needs child. She showed me otherwise. She introduced me to the hardships of raising a child with medical problems. And she introduced me to the wonder of watching that child come through so much.

During those oh-so-hard years there were times I thought I was drowning in everything we were facing. As I floundered and felt like I was going under I grabbed onto the only Thing I could that gave me hope and comfort. I grabbed onto the Lord.

Some days I think I lived on prayers.

I would never have wished any of that on my baby. I wouldn’t have wished any of what she went through in the years to come on my little girl. It was bad. It was awful. On her. On me. On our family.

But…she was the beginning of my journey to Christ.

She taught me so much.

She changed my life.

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Christianity or entertainment

Have you ever wondered how it is that for every preacher with a certain belief there are people that share that belief and fill his 'church' building?


Every denomination has people to pack the pews. Every religion has people that follow it. Every cult has members.

Every preacher has a 'flock'. Every preacher has listeners. TV evangalists have people sitting in their homes, glued to their TV's listening to what they're teaching.
Whether those teachings are Biblically right or wrong...they listen. They line up to support their favorite preacher. They send him money. They stand up for him when anyone speaks against him. They let him teach them the ways of 'God.' They let Him lead them because they think they need a leader. They let Him guide them. They often put their entire faith in Him. They follow him.

The same thing happens in every 'church' building in the world every time the doors open to deliver a message.

Why?

Because for every belief behind the message there are people supporting the belief and agreeing with it. A preacher wouldn't stand in front of an empty room week after week and continue to deliver a sermon to no one. They need someone there that believes as he does so he can teach and instruct them in the ways of the gospel according to how he sees it.

Those beliefs keep those people coming back week after week. They ensure the preacher continues to come up with new sermons. He is teaching his 'flock' according to their beliefs.

These beliefs don't exist without people that believe in them. And it isn't limited to religion or Christianity. For every type of movie, video game, or book on the store shelf there's a following of people waiting to buy them. They often line up, excited to see it when it first releases, they line up to buy it when it becomes available for sale. Pre-buying months in advance has become normal for books, movies, and video games.


The entertainment industry exists for the sole purpose of entertaining. They're there because they've discovered that entertaining people is a multi billion dollar industry. And it's an industry that needs not worry about it's future. Their jobs are secure. People will always want to be entertained. They will keep buying movies. Keep buying books. Keep buying video games. Because they're fun. Because they give them a way to pass the time. They fill empty hours. They make them feel good. And a million other reasons why people keep turning to these things.


But what of American Christianity? How many church buildings can you walk into and not see that the services are set up to entertain? The music is, in many 'churches', very similar to a concert or a performance. If you pick up a bulletin or 'church' calendar you will see a list of things for the coming week or month aimed at keeping the members busy. They are aimed at 'serving' the members. They're there to 'teach' the members. Barbecue anyone? We have that. Movie night? We have that. Men's group? We have that. Women's group? We have that. Children's programs? We have that. Babysitting so mom and dad can have a date night? We have that. Singles night? We have that. Divorce support? We have that. You name it it can probably be found in one 'church' building or another.


But beyond that...what of the preaching? What of the message being delivered by the preacher? Does the preacher get up there and talk about the truths of Scripture? Does he tell you that you're a sinner? Does he tell you that unless you repent and believe you will go to hell? Does he tell you that you aren't saved even though you said a prayer that doesn't exist in Scripture?


Or is he entertaining the congregation?


Is he telling them things they want to hear? Is he telling them things that make them feel better?


Is it Christianity?


Or is it another entertainment industry?

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Because they're 'Christians'


America is a Christian country. If you don’t believe me ask anyone you come across if they’re a Christian…most will say yes. Statistics support this even if life in America doesn’t always look very Christian.
Many would argue that but the state of our country says otherwise. True Christianity comes down to two commands.
“Which commandment is the most important of all?” 29 Jesus answered, “The most important is, ‘Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one. 30 And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ 31 The second is this: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ There is no other commandment greater than these.” Mark 12:28-31
Two commandments…or commands…1) love God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength, 2) love your neighbor as yourself.
Regardless of whether or not a person professes to be a Christian one would think that keeping two rules…or laws... would be simple. But the two main rules for being a Christian are ignored by the majority of professing Christians.
But that doesn’t appear to be the case. Loving God with all your heart, soul, mind, and strength is a mostly ignored commandment among professing ‘Christians’ today. Instead they love their jobs, their entertainment, their families, their possessions more than they love the Lord.  They pursue all those things with a love that supersedes all others and they fit the God they profess to know and love into a corner of their lives where He stays until they chose to pull Him out.
They simply can’t love Him with all their heart because their hearts belong to the world and not to Christ. They love money, politics, sports, movies, video games, books, family, their cars, their homes and a million other things that make it impossible to fully love God with all their hearts. They can’t love Him with all their soul because Christ hasn’t taken possession of their souls. He hasn’t saved them and made them His. They don’t love Him with all their minds because their minds are taken up with the things of this world. They worry over their jobs, their bank accounts, their belongings, their vacations, and more. They set their minds on the things of the earth and not on what’s above. They can’t love Him with all their strength because it takes all their strength to keep this worldly life they’re so busy loving and worrying over together that there’s little left for God.
Quite simply they can’t keep the single most important commandment because until…unless…Christ saves a person, unless He calls them to Him, regenerates them, gives them a new heart, makes them born again, then it is beyond the ability of any person to love the Lord that much. There will always be something that their mind, heart, soul and strength are loving above all else and…
It will not be God.
No matter how much they profess to be a ‘Christian’ they can’t follow the first and most important commandment because their hearts and souls do not belong to Christ.
So…can they keep the second most important commandment? It doesn’t seem that way. Love your neighbor as yourself. Christ wasn’t speaking of the person that lives next door to you. He was speaking of everyone. If that doesn’t say it clear enough how about this?
2make my joy complete by being of the same mind, maintaining the same love, united in spirit, intent on one purpose. 3Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves; 4do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others. Phillipians 2:2-4
That seems pretty clear to me. Do nothing from selfishness…but with humility…regared another as more important than yourselves.
Regard others as more important than yourself.
That’s pretty plain. And clears up any misunderstanding that might have come from love your neighbor as yourself. So why aren’t all these professing ‘Christians’ doing that? Why do we have some very wealthy ‘Christians’ while people are starving? Why do we have ‘church’ buildings that only make certain people feel welcome when they walk in the door? Why…why…why?
All these professing ‘Christians’ and a very simple commandment…and they can’t do it.
Why?
Because professing to be a ‘Christian’ doesn’t make them one. But they don’t know that.
If you went to those same Americans who profess a belief in Christ and asked them how long they’ve been a ‘Christian’ many of them would tell you they became a ‘Christian’ when they were a child (I would have), some would say they were born a ‘Christian’ because their parents and grandparents were ‘Christians’ and they were raised to be one.
When those professing ‘Christians’ say they’re ‘Christians’ it can only mean they are…right? They said the prayer…or whatever they did that made them believe they were a Christian…and that made them one. In their eyes anyway. Unfortunately it also made them a ‘Christian’ in the eyes of most preachers, in the eyes of most ‘church’ congregations, in the eyes of most Americans.
As a result we have hundreds of thousands…millions…of people in America that profess to be ‘Christians’
And their salvation is secure because the leadership of those ‘church’ buildings and the faithful attendees, and the Bible study teachers have all assured them that they are ‘Christians’. Their hearts and minds are completely closed to the possibility that they may not be a ‘Christian’ like they think they are.
Because they said the prayer. Because the preacher said they were saved. And that makes them a ‘Christian.’
But that doesn’t make them a Christian in the eyes of the Lord. And it doesn’t make them Christians in the eyes of the Christians whose lives have taken a complete change since Christ saved them.
But they’re ‘Christians.’ They’re saved.
Which makes the condition of our country rather hard to understand. I mean…this is a ‘Christian’ country. It was founded on Christian principles. It has ‘Christians’ in political offices. ‘Christians’ are voting in elections, they’re making laws, running businesses. Our money says ‘In God we trust.’
How then…if most of America is ‘Christian’…are we killing close to 4,000 unborn babies a day? Why are homosexual’s being given special rights instead of being told that they are living in sin? Why is America attempting to redefine what a family is when God clearly set the foundation for the family?
If America is a Christian country…why is America doing just about everything in opposition to what Scripture teaches?
The answer is obvious to those that really are Christians but it’s so hidden from those that are merely professing to be ‘Christians’ that they can’t see it. In our country, in most ‘church’ buildings God has become what you want Him to be. He can be anything that you imagine Him to be. And this is supported by preachers that imagine Him to be the same way. Because God fits each persons life and supports their lifestyle its become so easy to be a ‘Christian’ that most of America has become one.
But the truth is…
Most professing ‘Christians’ aren’t Christians.
They just think they are. And they don’t want to hear even the slightest suggestion that they may not be. Anyone that would dare to suggest such a thing is quickly written off. They’re kicked out of ‘church’ buildings, their shunned by their families, they’re written off as crazy, too devout, legalistic, or whatever other term someone wishes to use on them.
Because they are ‘Christians.’ Their salvation is secure. They have a ticket into heaven. What they don’t know is that their ticket is a ticket to hell disguised as a ticket to heaven. Their profession of being a ‘Christian’ is going to get them nowhere but an eternity of suffering God’s wrath.
And they won’t listen to the Truth of Scripture because 1) they are blinded and hardened against it and 2) they don’t want to hear anything that goes against their security in their salvation.
Many preachers and missionaries speak of leading people to Christ, of saving them. But they fail to remember…
No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. John 6:44
The professing ‘Christians’ can’t come to Christ unless God saves them. Unless He draws them to Him.
So many ‘Christians’ try to save the multitudes by racking up numbers of people that said the sinners prayer but they fail to realize that that doesn’t make them Christians. It just makes more and more professing ‘Christians’ that think they’re saved when they’re not. And it makes ‘Christians’ that refuse to listen to the true teachings of the Gospel. They won’t listen to the hard truths in Scripture because those Truths make lies of the things they believe.
But…most of them couldn’t listen to those Truths even if they wanted to because their eyes are blinded…veiled…and their hearts are hard. The Lord has blinded them to the Truths of Scripture.
I personally…and through no fault of my own…put that theory to the test with two professing ‘Christian’ relatives several months ago. Another relative was explaining to them what and how I believe…not that that relative fully understood my beliefs but they grasped the basics. Because of the discussion between those three relatives I was drawn into a conversation I didn’t want to have. After explaining in as basic terms as I could the way I believe I then showed these two relatives Ephesians 1:11…
In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will,
And then I asked them to tell me what they saw. One said that they got nothing from that verse then told me that everyone gets something different from the Bible and that what they saw may not be what I saw. The other one read well beyond what I asked them too and then told me that they got that we should believe in the trinity out of that verse.
I quickly extracted myself from that conversation. I have learned from past experience that with one of those relatives it’s best not to get into a discussion on Scripture because it will lead to an argument unless I stop it.
Months after that discussion I asked yet another relative to read the same verse. This time I was trying to find out something that had been niggling at me. This relative has no belief in God whatsoever. When this person read that verse they saw the same thing I do in it, the same thing the other monergists I know see in it.
And that answered my question. You see…I had been wondering if you took away the professing belief in Christ that most ‘Christians’ have could a person see the Truth in Scripture? Would they be blinded to what is so clearly written in black and white or is it the wrongly held beliefs that professing ‘Christians’ hold that blind them to what they’re seeing.
The real answer to that question that kept niggling at me is that God has blinded some to those Truths. But it does seem that those that profess to be ‘Christians’ are blinded more so than those that claim no belief in God at all. At least among my relatives.
I could sit and share many truths of Scripture with this unbelieving relative and they may not agree with me but they could see them in the Bible if they looked. My professing ‘Christian’ relatives could not.
I could also sit and tell my unbelieving relative that because of their lack of belief they won’t get into heaven. They wouldn’t like it but it wouldn’t be the end of the conversation…or the beginning of war…either. But if I tried to tell my professing ‘Christian’ relatives that they won’t get to heaven they would become very angry and very determined to express that they were going to heaven.
Now…my preference is not to say who is and who isn’t going to heaven. I’ll leave that for the Lord to decide. But if I was to say such a thing to these professing relatives our conversation…and quite possibly our relationship…would go downhill very fast.
Because I would have just told them something that no one speaks of. Not to ‘Christians’ that have been assured that their salvation is secure. It simply isn’t done.
Because if a person professes to be a ‘Christian’ than they must be. No questions asked. If they said the prayer, if they meant it when they said it…they’re set. And no one better tell them otherwise. And if anyone does well that person is just wrong and they’d best be prepared to listen to a very heated explanation on why they’re wrong.
You’re not to ever accuse them of not having a place in heaven because they’ve been assured by some preacher that they have one.
If someone were to tell me such a thing I’d probably be shocked but then I’d show them 1 John and tell them that I know I have a place in heaven. But I wouldn’t become so offended that I went on the attack. I don’t need to. Because whether or not any man (or woman) knows that my salvation is real I know it’s real. I know that my faith is in Christ and I have tested myself according to Scripture.
I fail often at living as a Christian should but I am in Christ and I keep trying.
But…professing ‘Christians’ won’t show you such a thing, they won’t lead you to Scripture to show you their salvation is secure. They’ll tell you they said a prayer. That they go to ‘church.’ They may even tell you of all the things they do for their ‘church’ or for other people.
That doesn’t make a Christian. But trying to tell them that is like trying to make snow out of lava. Impossible without a miracle from the Lord.
I’ve been around a lot of professing ‘Christians’. I live in the Bible belt. I grew up in a ‘Christian’ family and I’ve never heard anyone ask another professing ‘Christian’ to explain what a Christian is. It’s simply understood. To be a ‘Christian’ is to believe Jesus is the Son of God.
But as a Christian…I can tell you there’s so much more to it than that. So very much more.
How about if we asked professing ‘Christians’ how Scripture applies to being a Christian? Most would probably give some answer like ‘read your Bible’ or ‘do unto others’ or ‘pray’. But since most of them don’t really know what Scripture says they don’t really know how to apply it to their lives.
Most don’t know what Scripture says because they haven’t bothered to read it but even if they have…unless the Lord has opened their eyes, unless he’s unveiled them…they can’t see the Truth in Scripture anyway.
And they go about their lives happily living the way they want to with God in His little corner in their life and they pull Him out, dust Him off and put Him to work doing what they want Him to do when they want Him to do it. After all they’ve been taught that God is a gentleman, that He won’t force Himself into their lives if they don’t want Him there (I have heard this taught personally by a preacher…many times). So their God just sits there waiting for them to decide He’s welcome in their life again and then He jumps to do their bidding.
Or so they believe.
Because they have the God they want and He fits perfectly into the life they love. They don’t want to know what the Bible says because it might challenge their way of life. They might have to give something up, or change something. They don’t need to apply what Scripture says because they already have their salvation and it’s secure no matter what they do.
Because they are a ‘Christian.’ They have their assurance, their security, their insurance. They get to wear the title, be part of the crowd.
And it costs them nothing.
They don’t have to change their lives, they don’t have to give up anything. They get to keep living as they want, loving everything more than they love Christ, living for themselves by the standards of the world and they are good. They’re covered.
Because they’re ‘Christians.’
They want that kind of ‘Christianity.’ Not the Christianity that Scripture teaches. They want the God that believes the way they do, the God that likes the things they like. Not the God that hates the things of the world. Not the God that would require them to change anything they don’t want to change.
But if you dare to point any of that out the happy, friendly professing ‘Christians’ will become angry and antagonistic. They will challenge you. They will dig in their hills. They will tell you you’re wrong. They’ll argue with you until you back down.
Because they’re ‘Christians.’
They’re saved. Their salvation is set. They’re going to heaven and there’s nothing…nothing…that can take that away from them.
Jesus warned Christians this would happen.
Brother will deliver brother over to death, and the father his child, and children will rise against parents and have them put to death, and you will be hated by all for my name’s sake. But the one who endures to the end will be saved. When they persecute you in one town, flee to the next, for truly, I say to you, you will not have gone through all the towns of Israel before the Son of Man comes.
A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. It is enough for the disciple to be like his teacher, and the servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more will they malign those of his household. Matthew 10:21-25
But we were also warned of why it happens. It happens because they haven’t been drawn to Christ. It happens because their hearts are hard and their eyes are veiled. It happens because the Lord has given them over to their earthly desires and that includes the ‘Christianity’ that serves them.

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Do you know God?


80% of Americans claim to be Christians.

That means if you walked up to just about anyone and asked them ‘do you know God?’…they should say yes. Most likely would say yes.

But do they?

And if they do…what god do they know? Is it the God of the Bible or is it the god that soothes their consciences and supports the kind of life they want to live?

I recently listened to a sermon where the preacher explained it pretty well. He said something to the effect of if you walk up to someone happily living for their own happiness and tell them God loves them and wants only good things for them then ask them if they want to go to Heaven they will almost always say yes.

Why?

Because they want only good things for themselves. And if God wants to give them good things…then yes they want to ask Jesus into their hearts.

Not all professing believers are this way. I know because I have attended many ‘church’ buildings with many professing Christians and there are about as many different reasons why someone ‘chooses’ to believe in Jesus as there are people in those ‘church’ buildings. Some of them wanted to believe in Jesus so He could be there when they needed Him, some wanted Him to see them through their trials, some wanted Him out of fear, some out of….whatever reason.

But most of them have one thing in common…they want to make the God that they believe in fit their life. If they enjoy watching secular TV they believe God is okay with that. If they lie, they believe God forgives it and so it’s okay to do it again and again.

From personal experience, having been friends and family to a number of professing ‘Christians’, having been one myself, I can say that most don’t get that far. Most don’t give God enough thought to wonder if He’s okay with the movies they watch, or if He cares that they lie daily. There simply is no reason too. They’ve been told by whichever ‘Christian’ led them to Jesus that the prayer they prayed admitting Jesus is the Son of God and asking Him into their hearts was all they needed.

Now they can go to ‘Church’ or not, they can clean up their language or not, they can stop lying or not. They can…in effect…do anything they want. And it’s okay. If they give any thought to the fact that they may be living in a way God wouldn’t be happy about they’re covered. They got a one way ticket into Heaven and it cannot be revoked. They’re covered. Their insurance premium is paid. Their get out of jail card is held firmly in their hand. Their plane ticket is secure.

They’re going to Heaven.

They’re ‘Christians.’

But…Do they know God?

I long ago gave up all belief in the prayer I prayed when I was six getting me into Heaven. What I did that day did nothing to secure my future. At best it planted a seed, or watered a seed, that would one day grow into a stronger faith. My faith is different than most of the professing ‘Christians’ I have known…and still I do not feel that I know God.

I feel close to Him. I love Him. He is my Lord. He rules my life. He holds my very being in His hands. But I do not feel I know Him.

I wake up every day feeling Him in my soul, in my heart. He is there in everything I do, in every thought I have, in every feeling I have, in every relationship I have. He is there because He is the biggest thing in me. But I do not feel I know Him.

Or maybe I should say…I do not feel that I know enough of Him.

My soul yearns to know more. It is an ache inside me. A pain that begs to be eased but there is nothing to ease it because the only cure is knowing more about Christ and the more I know the more I want to know.

It’s a never satisfied hunger.

An insatiable desire that cannot be quenched.

And 80% of the American population claim to be ‘Christians’, they…in effect…say they know God. Yet many of them go on doing the things that God hates. Some of them turn from being ‘Christians’ to Jews or Muslims. They change their title of ‘Christian’ as easy as they change their socks.

They claim to know God one minute then deny Him the next.

I’m not saying they are all this way, but many of them are. I know there are exceptions. I’m not talking about the Christians that are the exceptions. I’m talking about the one’s that aren’t.

I have a relative that does not believe in God. Their stance isn’t about Christ, it isn’t about Jesus, it is about God. They do not believe in God. I always thought that if a person didn’t believe in God it was because they couldn’t. One day, several years ago, I was talking to this relative and much to my shock was told that this person would not believe in God if He came down from Heaven, stood in front of them, and told them He was real.

My mind couldn’t grasp that. I believe in God, in Christ, on faith and faith alone. And here this person was telling me that if God stood in front of them they would not believe.

They would not believe.

It wasn’t about whether or not they could believe…it was about whether or not they would.

If you can’t believe then you are without the capability to do so but if you won’t believe than you are refusing to do so.

That so shocked me I didn’t know what to do, what to say. This was big. It was huge. It was a whole new way of thought for me at that time. I had heard people say they couldn’t believe in God before, had heard people say they believed in God but didn’t believe in Jesus, but never before had I heard someone say that even with irrefutable proof they would not believe.

I asked them why? Why, if God was standing before you, would you refuse to believe? And their answer amazed me. It was, quite honestly, a well thought out answer. It made sense.

They said they would not believe because they could never love a God that killed innocent babies, a God that sent plagues on innocent people, a God that would let a murderer into Heaven if they said they were sorry and prayed a prayer to accept Jesus.

But those answers only make sense if you only know the God that’s taught in a lot of ‘Church’ buildings. That was the God I knew at that time. It was the God that I had been taught to believe in all my life. The things this person was saying made sense in light of the teachings in every Sunday school class I had ever been in, in every sermon I had ever heard…at that time.

The way the gospel was presented in my life, in this relatives life, did show God to be an all loving God today that was wrathful and vengeful…and unjust in Biblical times. He punished people without cause, took the lives of innocent babies and children to hurt others. That same God is the God that these ‘church’ buildings are teaching loves everyone and is waiting with open arms for them to say…yes, I believe in you, come live in my heart.’ And without asking anything else He gladly accepts them, requiring nothing of them but what they want to give. This is the same God that just as willingly accepts a murderer just because He prays that same prayer.

And I didn’t know how to respond to that. At that time I couldn’t see Scripture the way I do now, didn’t understand God’s ways the way I do now. And I know that there is still so much that I don’t know, don’t understand.

But I know one thing…Scripture tells us…

Do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion, on the day of testing in the wilderness, Hebrews 3:8

I also know that there’s a big difference in not being able to believe in God and refusing to believe in God. Both have at their root a lack of faith but one has the inability to believe while the other has the refusal to do so.

And refusing to believe is very much a hardened heart. I could see that in this relative. I could see that this person’s heart was hard to the things and ways of God. I had no ground to stand on, everything I said was like dropping seeds on rock. This person could understand what I was saying but they refused to believe in any of it.

I know now that whether they can’t believe or they won’t believe it all rests in the Lords hands.

“He has blinded their eyes and hardened their heart, lest they see with their eyes, and understand with their heart, and turn, and I would heal them.” John 12:40

The Lord may someday open their hearts and eyes or He may leave them the way they are but whatever He does…it is His decision to make.

It still hurts my human heart though. I ache for this person, and others, even when they can’t hurt for themselves. Because I know… Because I can see and understand. I know that they can’t just change their minds, can’t just decide to believe. The Lord must draw them to Him. But I know too what Scripture says about those that aren’t His.

But because of your hard and impenitent heart you are storing up wrath for yourself on the day of wrath when God's righteous judgment will be revealed. Romans 2:5

But this person who will not believe probably wouldn’t be one of the people that would answer yes if you asked them if they know God.

It’s all the people that claim to know God and yet live as if He doesn’t exist, as if He never gave them a rule to follow, those are the people that I just want to ask ‘what God do you know?’

The relative that doesn’t believe in God has a belief in their own god. I asked them one day…what has your god done for you?

And I got no answer.

This person may not be able to say what their god did for them but they aren’t claiming to know God either.

If I walked into the ‘church’ building I occasionally attend and asked pretty much anyone in there ‘do you know God?’ I’m pretty sure they would all say yes. Because they all feel that they do. If I questioned them further, asked them to tell me what they know about God, I’m sure I would get mixed answers with some Truth’s and a whole lot of inaccurate assumptions.

Because they don’t know the God of the Bible.

They don’t know God as He is, they know Him as they want Him to be. And they’re all pretty sure they know the real God.

What God do you know?

The power of God


Yesterday I wrote about creation. I called it In the beginning. Every time I think about the beginning…the true beginning…I am simply amazed. There was nothing but God…and then there was everything as we know it.

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Genesis 1:1

But how?

How did He create the heavens? How did he create the earth? How was there everything? It came through Christ but…

How?

Genesis 1 goes on to tell us what the earth was like…

 The earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the surface of the deep…

It was formless…it had no shape. Darkness was over the surface of the deep…There was total darkness. I can only guess that this must have been a darkness unlike any we have ever known.

When we’re in total darkness there is still light. A few years ago I visited an underground cavern in Florida. My family, along with a number of other people we didn’t know, descended into a cave with a guide to see some of the wonders of God’s creation. While we were down there the guide calmly tells us what it was like for the people that discovered the cave. She then told us she was going to turn off all the lights so we could see what it was like for those people. When she flipped that switch there was darkness. You couldn’t see your hand in front of your face. We stood there, afraid to move a single inch because there were drop offs, sharp rocks, other people, all kinds of hazards that we couldn’t see.

Even that darkness, so thick, so obliterating, probably wasn’t as dark as it was in the beginning. Because in the beginning…at that point…light hadn’t yet been created. Down in that cavern there could have been someone wearing shoes that had lights in them, someone might have had on something that glowed in the dark. I don’t remember seeing anything like that but it could have been there. And if there wasn’t maybe some small amount of light found it’s way down the tunnel we had come through, not enough for us to see it not enough for us to know it was there, but maybe it was enough to make the darkness just a little less…dark.

Because light did exist.

But in the beginning there was darkness.

No light.

And in that dark…

…the Spirit of God was moving over the surface of the waters.

 So there was darkness and there was the spirit of God. On this formless earth there was God and darkness. Nothing else.

Can you imagine God standing in total darkness with a formless earth spread out around Him. I can’t. My human mind can’t fully grasp that.

So here we have God and He’s hovering over this formless earth. And there’s nothing else. Just God’s Spirit and darkness.

 Then God said, “Let there be light”; and there was light. Genesis 1:3

Boom. Just like that. Here there was total darkness. Complete and utter blackness. Then God spoke and light existed.  With His voice…He made light.

Did He yell into the darkness? Did His voice boom across the heavens?  Did it thunder over the formless earth? Or did He whisper?

Whatever He did…He spoke light into existence.  Where there was darkness now there was light.

But where was it? Was it all mixed in with the darkness, swirled together like some kind of tie dyed effect? Was light on the right and darkness on the left? We don’t know. Scripture doesn’t tell us where the light was. It doesn’t tell us how it mixed with the darkness. It just says He said let there be light and there was light.

Can you imagine the dazzling brightness of light appearing in total brightness? Years ago, back when I watched secular movies, they put a new movie theater in the town over from the one I lived in. That movie theater kept their interior dark. You could see in the hallways and in the main areas but only the bathrooms were well lit all the rest had very dim lighting. When you stepped outside after watching a movie you were blinded with light. The difference in the lighting inside and the sunlight outside was so much that you literally could not see. The bright light appeared as soon as you opened the exit door, which was at the end of a very dim hallway, and with the first step outside you could see nothing.

That first light, brought into the world with God’s voice, at His command, must have been so much brighter, so much more blinding. In total darkness light must have been brilliantly bright.

And there it was all mixed in with the darkness. Until…

 God saw that the light was good; and God separated the light from the darkness.

What power it must have taken to speak light into darkness. With a few words. Then He separated that mixed up light and darkness. Scripture doesn’t tell us how He did that. It doesn’t say He waved His hand and light and darkness were separate. It doesn’t say He told the darkness to go here and the light to go there. It just says He separated it.

Imagine…being in a dark room and lighting a candle or using a flashlight... Now separate the light from the dark. Wave your hand and try to make the light go into one place. Push the darkness into a corner. It can’t be done. All you’d succeed in doing is fanning the air. You can move your source of light, change where the light sits in the dark room but we can’t separate the two.

God could.

God did. And then He named them.

God called the light day, and the darkness He called night. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.

That was it. He created the heavens and the earth. He spoke light into being. He separated the light from the darkness and made days and nights, mornings and evenings. No big deal. Out of Him came the earth, the heavens, day and night. Because with His power, a power so big that His voice created, He made those things.

Then if that wasn’t powerful enough He moved into day two. And again He spoke…

Then God said, “Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters, and let it separate the waters from the waters.” God made expanse, and separated the waters which were below the expanse from the waters which were above the expanse; and it was so. God called the expanse heaven. And there was evening and there was morning, a second day.

With His voice He once again created…this time He made expanse.

What is expanse? Merriam-Webster dictionary defines it as…

: a large and usually flat open space or area

It was a flat open space. He put an expanse between the waters.

“Let there be an expanse in the midst of the waters… Just like that He created Heaven. With His voice. Now there were two different bodies of water. One above Heaven, one below. The waters were separated…because He spoke.

But He didn’t stop there. That powerful voice took up the next day. He picked up where he left off the next day.

Then God said, “Let the waters below the heavens be gathered into one place, and let the dry land appear”; and it was so.

With His voice He created land. With words He made dirt and sand, clay and all all the other soils that make up earth. Let there be…and there was. Just like that.

If creating light with His voice didn’t show us how powerful He is, if creating Heaven with His voice didn’t show us, now He’s created land with nothing more than His words.

Who can make anything with their words? What speech can create something from nothing? Man does not hold that power. Our words can affirm, they can wound, they can heal, they can communicate but they can’t create.

But God’s can.

Let there be…and there was. Just that simple.

And then He did it again in the same day.

 10 God called the dry land earth, and the gathering of the waters He called seas; and God saw that it was good. 11 Then God said, “Let the earth sprout vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees on the earth bearing fruit after their kind with seed in them”; and it was so. 12 The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed after their kind, and trees bearing fruit with seed in them, after their kind; and God saw that it was good. 13 There was evening and there was morning, a third day.

Then God said…and there was all plant life on earth.

Have you ever grown a garden? I have. I’ve had a garden that took up my whole back yard. Some of it was started with little plants I bought, some of it from seeds we planted. Regardless of how those plants got started they took care and work, tending, watering, weeding, pruning. I didn’t simply tell the plants to grow and left them alone. I wasn’t able to tell them to bear fruit and sit back and wait for it to happen.

But God did. He spoke all plant life into existence and placed within them all that they needed to grow and produce, to live, to reproduce. He spoke and they were…for all of time. His voice created everything in the plant kingdom that would keep them going for all time.

Just like that. Boom. Let there be…and there was. That’s pretty powerful to me.

Day after day he exhibited that power. Over and over. With His voice He created. When He finished making all plant life He picked up where He left off the next day. Again He went back to His project. He left nothing undone. There was nothing He didn’t think of.

14 Then God said, “Let there be lights in the expanse of the heavens to separate the day from the night, and let them be for signs and for seasons and for days and years; 15 and let them be for lights in the expanse of the heavens to give light on the earth”; and it was so. 16 God made the two great lights, the greater light to govern the day, and the lesser light to govern the night; He made the stars also. 17 God placed them in the expanse of the heavens to give light on the earth, 18 and to govern the day and the night, and to separate the light from the darkness; and God saw that it was good. 19 There was evening and there was morning, a fourth day.

With His voice He spoke the sun, moon and stars into existence. I have sat out under the stars many a time and just looked at them. I could care less about the constellations people claim to see in them. I don’t care about their location or what they’re made of. I don’t need a telescope to see them closer. I simply like to marvel that they are.

…The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork. Psalm 19:1

It simply amazes me to look up at the vast expanse of sky and see the stars dotting it. God spoke stars into existence so that man could have light to see. So that we can see His handiwork. He put them there for us.

And then He continued with His creation.

20 Then God said, “Let the waters teem with swarms of living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth in the open expanse of the heavens.” 21 God created the great sea monsters and every living creature that moves, with which the waters swarmed after their kind, and every winged bird after its kind; and God saw that it was good. 22 God blessed them, saying, “Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the waters in the seas, and let birds multiply on the earth.” 23 There was evening and there was morning, a fifth day.

He could have left the land free of animal life but He didn’t. He said…and there were animals on the land, in the waters, and in the air. He filled the earth with animals with His voice. If creating land, the sun, the moon, the stars, and plants with His voice wasn’t enough He made animals. So complex, so profound, that they have different functions, different purposes. Some are very smart, some we wonder if they can think. He placed some here to nourish the people He would soon make, He placed some here to eat other animals, He even gave some the ability to do things for people that people can’t do for themselves.

Long before the first service animal was used to help man, God put in them the ability to do just that.

And He did it with His voice.

Talk about power.

Animals took more work though. He didn’t stop at making them. He went back the next day and worked on them some more.

24 Then God said, “Let the earth bring forth living creatures after their kind: cattle and creeping things and beasts of the earth after their kind”; and it was so. 25 God made the beasts of the earth after their kind, and the cattle after their kind, and everything that creeps on the ground after its kind; and God saw that it was good.

And then…

26 Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; and let them rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” 27 God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

After all that work God created man. Man which was the reason for everything else. He created man and gave Him rule over all the earth. 

I’ve brought life into this world. Felt those babies move as they grew inside me. There’s something miraculous about growing another life inside you but it’s a miracle of the Lord’s making. I’m simply the vessel He used to get that child into the world. There’s no power involved. There’s no…I think I’ll have a baby and so one begins to grow. It takes the work of the Lord to make that baby grow.

Even if I choose to have a baby, even if I go to great lengths to make it happen…even then it will only happen if the Lord desires it to be so. It’s His will that lets that child come into existence, it’s His power that creates the miracle that becomes the child I brought into the world. It’s the Lord’s doing. I was only the vessel He used to make His plan come to fruition.

But there…in the beginning… Then God said, “Let Us make man… God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them.

Just like that. He created them. With His power. They weren’t there…and then they were.

If that’s not power I don’t know what is.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through Him, and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being. In Him was life…John 1:1-4

In those verses how the beginning came to be, how everything came to be is summed up. They came through Christ. Without Him there would be nothing. And they came through His power. Through His voice.

He spoke and there was.

I understand that there are ‘Christians’ that don’t believe in Genesis. Here is the basis for how all of life began. And there are people that claim to be Christians that don’t believe those beginnings.

…The heavens declare the glory of God, and the sky above proclaims his handiwork. Psalm 19:1

I can’t help wondering what people that deny the truth of Genesis see when they look at the heavens. What do they see when they look at the sky, at His handiwork? I simply marvel at even the smallest thing in nature because God created it and it amazes me to think of how He took nothing and made whatever it is I happen to be looking at. Even a speck of dirt…was His handiwork. And it serves a purpose.

There was nothing and with His all powerful voice God spoke the world into being.

How can anyone deny His power?

 

 

 

Monday, April 13, 2015

In the beginning


In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.

Genesis 1:1

 

In the beginning…

What exactly was ‘the beginning?’ We know what beginning means. It’s to start. The Merriam-Webster dictionary defines it as…

the point or time at which something begins : a starting point

: the first part of something

beginnings : an early stage or period

The beginning…the starting point.

Can our human minds even begin to comprehend what the beginning of all things was? The beginning of life starts at conception. First there wasn’t a baby, then there was.

Only…there was before that baby was conceived. There was a sperm. There was an egg. There was two halves of that child that just hadn’t joined together yet. And before that…there was mom and dad, there was grandma and grandpa, there was everything. Earth, sky, air, people, plants, animals….everything. The beginning of that baby started at conception but there were begginings that took place before conception so that that baby could be conceived.

But ‘in the beginning’ there was nothing. Nothing.

Nothing is…nothing.

Not a thing.

If there’s nothing then there isn’t anything. If there wasn’t anything in the beginning than what was there? If I cup my hands together and hold nothing in them, they’re empty. We can imagine that was what God did. There in His hands was nothing. Not a thing. But when I hold nothing in my hands…I hold air. I hold light.

I may think I’m holding nothing but really I’m holding something. If I cup my hands and hold nothing in total darkness, I still hold air in my hands. I may not be able to feel it. I may not be able to see it. But it’s still there. While I hold nothing…I will always hold air.

God did not.

He held nothing.

If a true beginning is hard for the human mind to grasp…absolute nothing is even harder. There truly was nothing there. No air, no light, no…anything.

First there was nothing…then there was the heavens and the earth. From nothing our wonderful, and all powerful, God created everything.

And everything He did create.

Have you ever walked deep into the woods, so far in that you can’t see anything man made? There are no telephone poles, no high lines, no roads. When you get that deep into the woods there is nothing but creation. That deep in you find trees, grass, leaves, bugs, bushes, animals, air, water…creation.

There far from any man made thing, beyond what you may be wearing or carrying, is creation. What did it take to form a tree from nothing? A cloud? That pond of water? A butterfly?

The list is unending. Everything in creation was once created…made when there was nothing. And our Lord thought of everything. Trees seem to simply stand there doing little but providing shade and dropping leaves and seeds on us once a year and yet…they clean the air, they filter toxins, they make air, they keep the soil in place, they provide shade-so they cool us, some of them provide food. So this seemingly decorative tree…the same one we may pass day after day without giving thought to…is cooling us, giving us air so we can breathe, and it may be feeding us.

But it’s a tree!

Yes…and a pretty remarkable tree too. If you look into how a tree works it’s pretty miraculous. To think that this seemingly decorative thing has all these functions, has a vein system that carries food throughout its ‘body’…is astounding.

What had to go into making a tree? I can’t begin to do it. And to make a tree from nothing...Wow.

In the beginning there was nothing and then there was everything.

From nothing came everything. Everything we see, everything we touch, everything we are. Before everything there was nothing.

Only God.

Only Christ.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 [a]He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through Him, and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being. In Him was life…John 1:1-4

In the beginning…there was the word…there was Christ. Because of Him all things were made. Not only because of Him but through Him.

If something is done through someone…it took that person to make it happen. My children came into this world through me. Without me they couldn’t have been born. I had to grow them in my body so that they could get to the point where they could live on their own. They came through me.

All things were made through Christ. Apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being. There was nothing made without Christ.

Because…In Him was life.

Life.

It was in Christ. It all came into being through Him.

Christ was life. It was in Him. When there was nothing…there was life. When there was nothing…there was Christ.

Through Him was created all things. So there…in the beginning…in that vast expanse of nothingness…there was Christ. And because there was Christ…there was life. He was life. All things came into being through Him. If life was in Him, and all things were created or made through him…then He is life. He is the life that gave life to everything.

In the beginning…

There was Christ.

Everything else was created through him. Everything else came because of him. The heavens and the earth were created through and because of Christ. Plants and animals, air and water were created…made…brought into existence…because of Christ. It was done through Him. He is the reason all those things were made.

And He is the reason human life was made. Through Him people were made.

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. All things came into being through Him, and apart from Him nothing came into being that has come into being. In Him was life…John 1:1-4

What if that verse read…

In the beginning was Christ….and Christ was God.  People came into being through Him, and apart from Him no person came into being…In Him was life

It doesn’t read that way but when it says all things, people are included in that. People were a part of all the things that came into being. Adam and Eve were part of creation.

And all things came through Christ.

In Him was life.

In the beginning…

There was Christ.